Written on: Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Time: 5:41:00 PM

Been pondering over a paragraph of words and what a friend said. So i am here blogging.

For once i did something wrong. This few days we have been seeing each other more often. I seems like following wherever you go or asking you to do something you did not want to. I realise i have made terrible mistakes. Guess i was over-concerned. I didnt care for your thoughts. You are strong and independent. I didnt mean any of this to happen. If there is more that you are unhappy about, please tell me. For now, i know what i should do. Give me some time. We will be how we use to be. I will never force you or take away your freedom. I am sorry for holding on so tightly till you cant really breathe. I should let go a little now that you are almost recovered. Sick of seeing me most of the time right? =) One say we wont be together from an outsider's point of view. Another say i have chance to be together with you. From my point of view and maybe yours, i aint good enough. I dont deserve your love yet. I dont know your feeling towards me. I dont know what you think of me. Everytime you say those words that may seem hurting, i know you say it for a reason or you are being yourself. I am really glad that you send this msg that day: "dont always say you love me, becus i'll say this 3 magic words to you when i love you that day. dont hold my hands now becus i'll slip or rather hold yours when the day comes. but this msg here definitely make you happier rty. thanks for fetching me to school and bringing me home. and your dimples simply cute okay. Haha. Even the best falls down on me, you're there to care. And i know you're, thus this put a smile across my face." This msg really makes me happier. Whenever i am thinking of you, i would read this msg and it makes me smile.

Simply give me a chance to amend my mistakes. I will give you more than what i gave. How i wish you werent there as a friends but more than that. Jus a wish.

Now my ankle knees waist back are in pain. Sharp pains. You ask me to tc la. It brightens me up. Thanks!

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