Written on: Friday, October 12, 2007
Time: 2:57:00 PM

Tuesday against NUS. Lost by 5 points. Wasted. I m sucha disappointment. Ytd lost to NP. My recklessness gave me 3 personal fouls in less than a quarter. After goin outside, coach talked to us. It was then i compose myself back and try to play real hard. But the team wasn't really with me. Finally, i fouled out.


Tdy vs NTU. After the lost to NP, I told myself i wanna win. Wanna win so much that i say i will lead them to victory. When i went up the court, we fought hard. And the score was draw at the end of 1st quarter. During the second quarter, everything changed! We were losing by 30 pts at the end of second quarter. Its all because of the continous turnovers and stupid mistakes. i broke down and i drop my tears. Seeing us losing so much all because of me. We can win de. After i cooled down, we try to score. And the point difference was 5 only. In the end i was caught for a second unsportsman foul. I was out for that game with only 40 secs left? We lost. I failed. I played like SHIT. I cried again. Thnks everyone who tried to cheer me up. I will be fine.

After game, another saddening news. On the bus i cried again. Thanks GGS!


Hurts me see you cry. It doesn't hurt when u say get lost. It hurts when i could do nothing but to watch u crying and in pain. I feel so useless at that moment. Sorry. Now i know what it feels like when something bad happens to your love ones. No mood after seeing you like that. Can don't ask me to get lost again?

-i wanna take care of you this time-

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