Written on: Monday, November 12, 2007
Time: 3:58:00 PM

Has not been feeling very good. Mood was bad. But i tried to be happy when i am with you guys. There is nothing i can do. Everyday i reach home, the same things happens. Quarrels and quarrels (family). I just want to get to sleep faster but i can't. Because only in my dreams, i can be with you and you are always there. In my dreams when i am down, you will be there. When i am happy, i can share my joy with you. But in reality it's never the same. I will smile to hide everything away. Missing someone is so painful. Whatever it is, i am still waiting. Stop pushing me away. I just want to be with you and you only. I kept my promise.


My heart sank when i heard a particular short coversation between two person. Didnt think too much though. Just hoping that we will get better each day. I dont blame you for anything. It's either i am or i am not. You have a choice. I wont ask for more le ba. Contented enough. It's really up to you now girl. Please be there.

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