Written on: Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Time: 4:17:00 PM

Sorry!

Smiling just could not take away those sadness in me. I admit it. I dont know what to say. I guess even if it takes time, it will take the rest of my life. I know i aint good enough. No matter how hard i try, you will still be contented with your life. Even if we dont see each other for days, i wont be missed by you. But i am missing you always. It has been so long. Have seen you cry smile laugh whatever. But i will never be your number 1. Guess i am still at the bottom of your list since then. You have seen me emo jealous whatever. I hate myself for being like that too. We dont get to see each other often. I only got your pics to look at. And think of the memories we had. Or maybe the memories i had but you didnt. Even though i feel sad but whenever i see you smile, it still brightens up my day. I really wanted to share with you my joy and laughter, and yours too. Please dont ever take my words as rubbish or nonsense. Everything you do, what can i do? Nothing at all. Maybe i aint important to you girl, but you are just so important to me. You bring joy to me. You will never understand the feeling inside me. Because you will never ever like me the way i like you. Its more than I LOVE YOU. I want to take care of you but i know i have no ability to do so. If i were you, i also will not choose to be Darren's GF. Thanks for tolerating me all this while. Smile girl. Dont be stress. You have been a good girl. Is i dont know how to appreciate. I will hold on and never let go.

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