Written on: Sunday, November 30, 2008
Time: 5:42:00 AM

I am guilty of what i did.
I know i will nv be the reason you smile.
Heart sank and broke down once again.
I thought i could hold my tears just now at the pub, so i am strong.
But i am not, the moment i reach home and read it, hard to hold back.
Yes hurt maybe. But at least you got people who makes you happy.
Sorry i am always not the one.
Yes i love her.
But i am the bad guy people. She is a great gf.
I know she feels stress when ppl are saying i am scared of her.
People dont be mistaken. Deep down inside, behind everything i am bad.
Sorry to her friends cause i gave some of you my word i will take good care of her.
But i did not take good care of her.

No words can describe my feelings now. Happy that you are smiling with your friends around you. Sad that i always hurt you and you always bear with it alone.
Whatever it is, you are the best to me. I understand. I have put myself in your shoes and think.

Enough of sad stuffs. Baby let us be okay again please. It's a huge obstacle. But i am confident we can overcome it. Just the two of us. Nothing and nobody can break us up. You are the reason for me to smile again please. I shall try to be strong! Be a man uh.

I blog out cause i am angry with myself.

I am speechless.
I am thinking too much.
I am so tired.
I need to rest soon.

Moving to lj soon. Sorry it's private.

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