A New Beginning!

2009-05-06T17:02:00.002+08:00

abandoning this blog alrdy.
bye ppl. =)

2009-05-06T02:10:00.004+08:00

FYP tmr.

need to rest more.
bone popping out siol.
fuck.
xray soon.

sch is great.
attended everyday except for one.
nice.
CE pts to be cleared.

what a suay kia! lol. =)

i will be a better man.
goals i shall achieve.
give everything my very best.

2009-05-02T02:46:00.003+08:00

friday was the 1st again.

2009-04-30T01:18:00.004+08:00

balled at SK120.
zzz.
fight broke out between L and a few unknown guys.
lose alrdy pick a fight.
throw ball at ppl want whack ppl.
new one? -.-
cant possibly stand aside and watch a few guys whack my friend.
spoil our bball mood.
noob shits.

friendly on tuesday just suck.
sch tmr.

night ppl.

keep in my heart forever.

2009-04-27T02:32:00.002+08:00

life is good.
4 days week. plus 1 fyp day.
weekend work.
a dota a day with my bro. still so noob.
L4D on my laptop. swee!
bball twice a week nowadays and its trg! dreads.
but streetball today with Gerald, Ran, Teck and company.
am aching all over my chest and arm after gym the day before. weak siol.

FYP, PP and CE points to clear. This yr is gonna be crazy!

need to sleep if not gonna doze off in class like the past two yrs. LOL. =)

you.

2009-04-22T02:46:00.003+08:00

the bone at my chest area is like protruding for quite some time.
sometimes there are sharp pain when i stretch.
hopefully nothing happens.
zzz. scared.

2009-04-17T02:02:00.002+08:00

please be fine GGS!

sch reopens in 3 days time.
have yet to reformat my laptop and reset my password.
been using bro's for quite some time.

May, WN might have competition in Msia on weekends.
for RP, it just sucks. got criticise by coach.
nvm.
watch div 1 ytd.
exciting match.
wonder will i have the chance next year.

it's the weekends again.
morning work.
maybe meet up with chao recruits, private and sergeant.
basically janass and gang.
haha.

relac tic tac.

2009-04-09T03:58:00.003+08:00

work, gym, trgs and meeting friends.

cramps and aches.
im tired.

it would be great if someone is always there for me,
like how i am always there for...

2009-04-07T04:25:00.004+08:00

wtf!!!
finals lost.
though some us didnt get to play but the mood is still sad and sian!
Whye Nam Sports Club 2nd for div 2 2009.
taiwan trip gone! =(
come back next year,
but it's div 1 (jia zu) alrdy.

wed friendly at tong whye temple.

anyone have cash to lend?
urgent!

just got home from supper with darylboi, jj, jas, gavin and patrick.
fun and laughters.
sleeping time!
gdnight ppl.

2009-04-01T02:06:00.002+08:00

semi finals tmr.
WN vs Tagawa.
7pm.
SBC.

spend some great times with friends over the weekend.
L4D like free.

happy april fool's day ppl!

it's the 1st again.

2009-03-25T01:13:00.010+08:00

edited:

damn router!
cant use internet for a few days.
hmmm.
now still can but will dc.

had match against amk on sunday.
played quite long.
didnt play quite well though.

match against qian xi today was fun.
though i was benched the whole game.
for three quarters we were losing 20plus points?
until the last 5 mins of last quarter,
we are still losing by 20.
we fight back and won by around 10 at the end of the game.
spectacular comeback.
bench was going crazy while the 5 on court did their stuffs.
NBA style.

into the semis alrdy. next wednesday 7pm.

RP trg?
idk.

movie anyone?

work again tmr.
=(

tc.
yes i said i want to be together with you again.
but i aint gonna ask for you to come back to me.
dont.
right now you wont be hurt by me alrdy. good.
i still love you doesnt mean we have to go back to the past.
i dont want you to be hurt by me again.
always that bad and lousy to you?
sry then.

2009-03-22T01:59:00.003+08:00

alright nothing much.
work was alright.
company event coming up next week.
schedules gonna be packed!
town with elon, janass, orange and leon.
L4D without elon.
the zombie killers, us!
nice day chilling out with them.
came home late almost everyday and mom is nagging.
shall be a good boy go home early. =)

match tmr!

fear that i will have negative feedback.
i gave my heart to you.

2009-03-21T04:04:00.000+08:00

working more than training.
feels great.
gonna get myself a watch soon. =)

sunday match against AMK.
nothing much.
two more teams to go before semis.
champion?

goodnight ppl.
working later.
yawns!

do you still love me?
do you want to be with me?
questions hovering in my mind.
but i just cant get it out of my mouth.
you just cant be forgotten.

2009-03-17T00:55:00.000+08:00

game against tanjong pagar on sat and game against chong ghee on sat, both won.
limited play time.
treasuring my every minute on court.
i will play my best if its just one minute.
clinching this two games makes our title hope getting closer and closer.

been working as usual.
money money money!
haha.
fitness decreasing.
gonna train up soon!
anybody jio me go gym after div 2 season.
=)

sch is starting on 20th april.

remember the times spent.
only the sweet ones.

2009-03-11T01:55:00.003+08:00

omg! distracting day!
got distracted from work and i actually gave one customer more discount!
luckily no need to pay for the loss.
okay i made two sales today.
one successful, one not that successful.
not enough sleep man.

work again tmr till 3.30pm only.
bball is not my everyday life anymore. =)
there are more meaningful things.
but i still have that passion for it.

ever since that day, the love is still the same.
nothing positive changes within my heart.
everything positive stays.
negatives? easily deleted from my heart.
it's hard to get by these days.
i made it through, still loving you. - quoted from DL. okay its me. LOL!

2009-03-09T00:49:00.000+08:00

match against sin kee.
had my chance to play today.
2 pts off the bench.
a few mins on court.
quite alright.
won.
2 down 4 more to go.

working tmr again.
working full shifts on tuesday and thursday.

sleeping soon?

everynight.

2009-03-08T03:16:00.005+08:00

first game of div 2.
whye nam won tagawa.
bad for me.
was on the bench just cheering for the team.
i didnt get my white jersey and wasnt able to play.
tmr shall be my first game i hope?
i got the dark jersey.
got my new shoes!

thnks ppl for coming down to support.
i was benched though.
but where's SML?

tmr match against sin kee.
7pm.

trying.

2009-03-07T02:00:00.000+08:00

hmmm.
2nd time alrdy.
pondering through the night.
guess i need to turn in early to rest well.

div 2 tmr!
whye nam!
good luck to us! =)

balled at batok.
tired.
night ppl.
zzz-ing time!

if only.

2009-03-03T03:42:00.000+08:00

it kept me thinking awhile.
a msg from SML made me smile.
what's SML?
secret!
for me to know for you to find out! =)
too bad i gonna keep my mouth shut about it.
haha.

heard RP trg starts tmr and coach has change.

work was alright.
learn closing.
that's all for the day.
work again tmr!
watch for sales, anyone?

time check : 3.42am!
cant sleep!

tc.

2009-03-02T12:02:00.005+08:00

ytd was the 1st.
hmmm.

had friendly against siglap ytd afternoon.
lost.
last friday against home united, lost.
glad to have more playing time than expected.
but i guess it's due to not having full squad for the matches.
we shall see during div 2 uh.
i foresee myself being bench for this comp. =)

it's monday!
work again.
i am broke for now.
haven gotten my pay.
soon!

1st and #1

2009-02-27T01:10:00.002+08:00

work was great!
kinda slack but have to do stock checking everyday.
alot of things learned.

went to ball just now with MX (QH), daryl and other peeps.
finally i can play abit.
still hurts.
tmr friendly against home united.
comp is starting on the 7th of march.
fixtures are out on bas.org.sg.
cfm bench warmer.
haha.
fuck my ankle.
so long.

oh work tmr again. =)
work work work = money money money. lol.
if not i everyday so free.

still missing that something.

2009-02-22T23:55:00.003+08:00

have been watching nba recently.
staying home is so bored.
sometimes meet up with friends for lunch or dinner.

oh ya. work starts tmr!
gonna earn more money!
working at clarke quay.
haha.
two more weeks to div 2.
not quite looking forward to it though.

ponders everday.

2009-02-18T16:10:00.000+08:00

will admit if i do anything.
but sorry this time, it wasnt me.
dont mind being mistaken or whatever by some ppl.
ankle still hurts alot.
oh man.
shouldnt have ball that day.
rah!!!!!
trg tonight.
gonna sit out again. -.-

pain pain pain.
time to rest my ankle again...

update later!
bye!

forget it.

2009-02-17T16:42:00.002+08:00

ytd balled at batok old shelter.
it's been a long time since i sweat so much.
but still i was not able to play my best due to my ankle.
dont know why ytd i got the sudden urge to jump for every rebound even though my ankle hurts.
wanted to win every game but lost some.
maybe it's cause of me that my team lost a few matches.
this two balling sessions at cck and batok makes me feel not up to div 2 standard again.
competition is coming.
have yet to recover from my injury.
thanks KS, XL and other ppl for the comments you gave.
have to rest well this few days.

going out for movie. =)

it stil hurts.

2009-02-14T00:24:00.003+08:00

It has been a long time since i blog.

Life is great.
RP chalet on monday.
gambling den rather than chalet i can say.
it's simply gambling every day and night.
mahjong, poker cards.
overall lost a bit.
but nvm!
only some know why. =)

ankle is still CMI.
gonna recover soon i guess.
haha.
have to visit the sinseh again. -.-

HAPPY VALENTINES!
if you are here.

2009-02-08T01:31:00.002+08:00

ask yourself what you want in life.
i am starting to know what i want.
there are always ups and downs in life.
happy with it now.

chinese new year wasnt that bad afterall.
had quite a lot of fun!

tmr working at suntec.
hope my ankle can endure the standing for hours.

i miss i miss i miss.
glad.
be happy!

2009-02-01T17:30:00.001+08:00

it's the 1st. =/

super tired!
ankle not recovered.

2009-01-29T00:29:00.003+08:00

GAVE UP. =)

2009-01-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

super suay!
lost wallet.
ankle sprained.
cant walk.

xray just now.
bone should be alright.
waiting for specialist.

i miss alot right now now now!

2009-01-23T12:57:00.003+08:00

this few days hasnt been really great.
have been thinking about a lot of things.
feel so stressed up.

went town to slack to free my mind for awhile.
sweet memories.
time passes.
i am still missing...
alot of changes in my life.
if somethings dont change, it would be good enough for me. =)

no more sch trgs no more competition. school holidays.
left with only 1 trg per week?
time to set my goals in my life.
been more matured in handling things.

ilu.

2009-01-21T14:52:00.002+08:00

special wed! haha.

Team RP jia you.
will do my best.

gonna take a break till cny is over!
ang baos come come.
more please.
broke alrdy.
janass coming out soon.

stay happy, positive and strong! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH SIAO A.K.A GXL!
Good, Xciting and Lucky si bo! haha.

2009-01-19T02:19:00.003+08:00

i wonder if you realise.
i wonder how long more am i gonna hold on.
i wonder where am i placed now.
i wonder why i cant get over it.
i wonder who am i gonna bluff if i say i dont love.
i wonder what am i to you.
i wonder when i will go crazy. Lol.

aint gonna do anything more.
glad to see the way you are now.

suddenly reflecting.
thanks friends who are always there.
thanks friends for giving me support.

friends are important. so are you.

guess it really showed how bad am i.
my bad points.

i appreciate if i get no comments from anyone.
as i have my rights to feel.
you dont own me ppl.
thanks alot.

so random.

i have my reasons for not talking much.
tmr will be better!
smile! =)

2009-01-18T01:57:00.004+08:00

sometimes we just have to face reality.
not being pessimistic.

time to put more effort in studies when school reopens.
CNY is just round the corner.
ang baos!
gonna concentrate on getting my license as soon as possible!

having headaches this few days.
supper just now was great.

let's start everything new!

tmr will be better!

2009-01-17T13:52:00.007+08:00

went to watch match ytd.
just to support someone.

this coming wed is kinda special.
both TEAM RP guys & girls will be playing for the 5th & 6th position of IVP.
hope it's a win for both.

maybe going to QX bday tonight. gathering with old schoolmates!

will be happy for you.
still loves.

2009-01-15T00:33:00.003+08:00

trg was alright.
restricted.
exhausted.
=x

2009-01-14T03:19:00.003+08:00

monday
went for match against NTU.
lost by 20.
overall we did our best.
with support i tried my best too.
thanks!

tuesday
didnt go school for lessons.
met kah siang to have lunch.
wei song and ben came to look for us.
went to cypher club meeting which i dont know why i was there. lol.
after which went skcc to ball awhile.
homed.

i seriously need to attend school soon. haha.
having last match on 21st jan for 5th or 6th placing.

i wish i could go down to support but i have trg at night.
sorry about that.
jia you!

2009-01-11T23:56:00.003+08:00

heard this from a friend who found it on the web:

- if you have a dream or a goal, don’t let off of it. stay focused, eliminate distracting emotions, intake positive energy and never lose hope through stress, over exhaustion and discouragement. stand proud! own it! and live it! the pay off shall be triple the energy you put into it and your spirit knows it! better yet said, The sense of accomplishment shall be grand!!!

NICE!

2009-01-11T23:20:00.006+08:00

saturday
ton at pasir ris park for bbq.
celebrate fion and jasmine's bday.
help out with bbq.
drink a little.
cabbed home with nicholas and gerald.

today
town with john baowen and mj.
walk walk but never buy anything at town.
came back cp with john to buy berms and polo for cny.
met kunyou to lepak.
homed.

match tmr against NTU 7pm.
need to win by 16.
CRAZY!
hope i make up for my previous two games.

div 2 is coming.
trg on wed.
will i get to play?

HAPPY BDAY TO BAO HUI AND FION!

=(

2009-01-10T00:34:00.000+08:00

went to town.
shopping.
chomp chomp.
homed.

last game for IVP on monday!

a new phase of life. thanks ppl for being there. =)

2009-01-07T00:45:00.003+08:00

lost to NUS.

knee restriction.
tried my best.
only can blame myself for not playing well.
just have to buck up next game.

no sense of urgency when we are losing.
nv give up till the last second.

2009-01-06T11:30:00.002+08:00

jia you everybody for ivp.
i am okay.

let's win NUS!

fuck up!
aaaahhhhhh!

2009-01-05T00:07:00.008+08:00

all gone.
so speechless.
thanks.

sch tmr.

2009-01-04T13:26:00.005+08:00

zeng ye bday ytd. went to wish him happy bday.
couldnt sleep well.

RP got champs for simei cup.
but i still feel so sian.
yeah first gold medal for RP.
coach was please.
first win for the new year.
more to come?

jia you for ivp ppl.

knee is still swollen.
but i can run abit alrdy.

how to face you when i am the bad one?
it takes time.

2009-01-03T03:12:00.001+08:00

SHIT ME!

ISLUVM!

2009-01-01T12:54:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone.
Happy 7th.

1st jan a very special day to me.

swollen knee go away please.
what a start for new year.
nothing much to blog about.

gonna sleep!

may you be happy and healthy always.
love you.

2008-12-31T00:16:00.002+08:00

NP cup champion: Whye Nam Sports Club.

injured knee.
so swollen.
ivp next week.

sit and watch RP vs SIM friendly.
RP lost.
BK for dinner.

countdown tmr with friends.
last day of 2008.
hope 2009 will be better!

having company for this two days was really great. thanks alot. =)

1 more day.

2008-12-29T13:34:00.005+08:00

had NP cup ytd.
play quite little but still a win.
won NP.

today vs DOS. 7.30pm at woodlands 524.

not a bball freak please! =(
cant bball too much! lol.

cant wait for sunday! woohoo! =)

thanks for the company!
appreciated.
3!

2008-12-27T23:08:00.002+08:00

passed!
so bored!
IVP coming.
match tmr.

lost for words.

2008-12-27T01:39:00.004+08:00

Christmas at town, after that to elon's friend's house.
home sweet home after that.

had friendly earlier on.
lost.
lunch was filling.
long bus journey to and fro.
had a good nap before friendly.

sunday whye nam vs np @ woodlands 524, 7.30pm.

i got a baluku on my head! =)

think and i will pass! hope so.
5 more!

2008-12-25T03:48:00.004+08:00

had steamboat.
caught twilight.

MERRY XMAS PEOPLE! =)

i miss someone.
7 more!

2008-12-24T13:43:00.007+08:00

Christmas wishlist:
you to be happy always.
RP to get at least 4th in IVP.
everyone of my friends and family to be healthy and happy too.
and last but not least, i just want you for the rest of my life!

enjoy your christmas!

2008-12-23T23:13:00.002+08:00

had NP cup today.
won PL.
played quite alright i guess.
nothing much today.

ask me out tmr! christmas eve. haha.

i am just contented with having you!
Love of my life! =)

2008-12-22T12:53:00.003+08:00

back from Genting!

Friday
reached genting at 3plus.
went walk around.
shop around.
makan at some hong kong restaurant. yummy!
nothing much on the first day.

Saturday
went to the theme park.
alright not bad.
want to try more things.
play some driving games at the arcade.
ate pizza hut for dinner and it was free!
we just plainly walk out without paying and we save 100 plus RM.
went for movie. IP MAN. in cantonese.
not bad.
went back hotel room sleep.
wanted try go casino with them, but was tired.

Sunday
initially going back at 10.
but the bus couldnt even start its engine.
so we had to wait for another bus till 3pm.
that explains why i got home late ytd!
long uncomfortable trip back to johor before changing to another more comfortable bus to singapore!

upload pictures soon!

I MISS SOMEONE FOR SO MANY DAYS!
Princess!

2008-12-17T02:44:00.002+08:00

lunch was great.
happy!
match was alright.
quite good for myself.
two more days to Genting!
relac relac uh.
tmr match at ccab. sian.

just wish to see you.
i will miss you too!
love always!

2008-12-16T01:17:00.003+08:00

Sunday
had simei cup. won like 40 points?
into semi finals!
went LY's bbq after that.
ate and ate.
did not go home. =P

Monday
came back home.
went streetball at 260.
played against one crazy guy. so rough siol. damn.
everything was alright.
lights off, went makan.
after that went to slack slack.
shoot ball till police came.
and we zhao! LOL. damn funny.

home sweet home.

i am confident in US.

2008-12-14T01:45:00.004+08:00

Players' Night!
ate till bloated.
got our medals on stage.
kinda fun.

jia you for our matches tmr! =)

2008-12-13T07:45:00.002+08:00

Thursday after trg dinner.
Friday afternoon slack and had a meal.
with princess. =)

went to ball ytd.
balling was great.
hope can maintain.
went q-mo rock's house for steamboat.
before that cycled to hougang plaza to buy stuffs.
on the way back to rock's house, kanna screen by police.
damn bloated. lepak.
tire burst.
had a hard time to cycle.
cycled to punggol park. talk cock, sing song.
and its really talking cock, and singing song.
to esso to pump tire.

IVP schedules out.
gonna win. haha.

CSC dinner later.
PLAYERS' NIGHT!
food again!

just reached home.
sleeping time!

2008-12-11T01:21:00.001+08:00

Lazy to update.

MY FAVOURITE GIRL!

2008-12-09T01:08:00.003+08:00

dinner was great!
slack at mac after meeting sk peeps.
whole day raining.

I will be contented with what i have!

2008-12-08T00:53:00.005+08:00

today basically went skcc to ball awhile.
need to train hard again.
basketball everyday is so sian.
nowadays seems to be lacking of something in my life.
LOL.
know what i mean? =P

need more rest.
still thinking about everything since last week.
just cant stop thinking.
not emo.
some scenes are funny siol. =)

tmr going swim in the morning?
at night dinner. heh heh.

it all takes time.
princess. i still love.
I haven change.

2008-12-07T13:40:00.004+08:00

Sat afternoon went down to CCAB to support someone.
someone played well.
glad to see that someone is like before again. =)

rush down to Simei for match.
we won.
opponent wasnt very strong.
and i played till damn slack.

movie with Wei Song, Ben and Kah Siang.
Beast Stalker.
Quite a nice one.
ended at 11 plus.

Today i have no plans yet. so boring.

affected by something at first. but now i also feel so stupid to think that way.
haha.

Still thinking of you everyday.

2008-12-06T00:56:00.000+08:00

the feelings are same.
but we are just friends for now.

had sch trgs.
sch was boring.

tmr simei cup. jiayou ppl!
i know i can do it.
get back my form.

just dont like it.
but do whatever you like.
glad that we talked.
jia you to you too! =)

2008-12-05T00:57:00.007+08:00

thanks mei for helping me change my blogskin. =)

slack around in school.
didnt do my work.
UT should be flung.
never study.
thinking of it everyday.
thanks WS, KS, Ben and Phyllis, my usual clique in school.
LOL sessions during breaks, and after school.
they are more lame than me.

went back sk and ball.
wore the army sports shoes Shaq gave me.
was afraid of spraining ankle
no feel at all.
still affected by things.
in the end min jun sprained ankle.
take care la dey.
slack.
L's bday, treat us to bottles of heineken.
having a slight headache.
this shows that i dont really drink.
trg tmr.
just jia you la.

yes i will be strong.
i have let you go but the love for you is still strong.
just be happy la you.
you are great just that i wasnt.
take care girl.

i am fine ppl. dont worry about me. haha. it easier said than done. and dont keep asking me why and what happened sia. i dont like to repeat and i aint proud to say so much too. i dont like saying so much also. though i am sad too. i still have to face it. =)

2008-12-05T00:51:00.001+08:00

KOR!=]haha
i invade into ur blog!HAHA!
anw hope uu lky de blogskin i change for you!=]
hope tink are goin well for you=]
need someone can alwae msg me yeah?
see uu soon larx!=]
lovesssss~

2008-12-04T01:04:00.003+08:00

Tried my best to play well.
Guess was greatly affected?
Excuses for me.
Game lost.
Almost had a fight while trying to save Wei Song.
Luckily nothing happens.

Saturday let me be on form please!
5.30pm at Simei.

Just hope again that she will be there. I am so tired. Dont think too much. I have no more chances. Sore throat.

Good night ppl!

2008-12-03T14:13:00.003+08:00

Slack in school which i shouldnt have done that. fuck!
Thnks KS and WS. Sorry i last minute decide not to go substation to drink with you all.

Went back SK. went up CC awhile, watch them play bball.
Saw Gui Wen, had a good chat about the past, the last time we played against each other and some other bball stuffs.
Bball together soon.

They ask me why. Didnt know they also know alrdy. Its not something to be proud of though. Jia Jun understand me uh. haha. Went eat at Vary Nice Kopitiam and slack awhile before going home to change and out to meet Janass, Nicholas, Kok Leong and Kun You. Cycle to Jalan Kayu for supper. Had a great time. Fun and laughters. Went back SK Rivervale Plaza mac to slack till KL's first bus. Went back Janass place, had a heart-to-heart chat. He was great listening to me. thanks alot. Fell asleep at 7plus while watching movies.

Back at home now. Kinda tired. Having match later at 8.30pm. Just win this one.

Wasnt in the mood to joke much but had a fun day with the peeps! Smile. =)

2008-12-01T23:51:00.002+08:00

Yes game won. Made that crucial free throws.
Maybe not that crucial. But overall i did better.
Everyone did well.

Next game on wed, 8.30pm, at Kembangan CC.
Jia you ppl.

Hope you will be there to support though. =)

2008-11-30T23:45:00.004+08:00

Injured thigh and calf. Affected.
Disappointed with myself.

2008-11-30T14:42:00.006+08:00

lifehouse - whatever it takes

a strangled smile felt from your face
it kills me that i hurt you this way
the worst part is that i didn't even know
there's a million reasons for you to go
but if you can find a reason to stay
i'll do whatever it takes
to turn this around
i know whats at stake
i know that i've let you down
and if you give me a chance
believe that i can change
i'll keep us together
whatever it takes

she said if we're gonna make this work
you gotta let me inside even though it hurts
don't hide the broken parts that i need to see
she said like it or not it's the way it's gonna be
you gotta love yourself if you can ever love me
i'll do whatever it takes
to turn this around
i know whats at stake
i know that i've let you down
and if you give me a chance
and give me a break
i'll keep us together
whatever it takes
i know you deserve much better
remember the time i told you the way that i felt
and that i'd be lost without you and never find myself
let's hold onto each other above everything else
let's start over, start over,start over
i'll do whatever it takes
to turn this around
i know whats at stake
i know that i've let you down
and if you give me a chance
believe that i can change
i'll keep us together
whatever it takes

2008-11-30T05:42:00.001+08:00

I am guilty of what i did.
I know i will nv be the reason you smile.
Heart sank and broke down once again.
I thought i could hold my tears just now at the pub, so i am strong.
But i am not, the moment i reach home and read it, hard to hold back.
Yes hurt maybe. But at least you got people who makes you happy.
Sorry i am always not the one.
Yes i love her.
But i am the bad guy people. She is a great gf.
I know she feels stress when ppl are saying i am scared of her.
People dont be mistaken. Deep down inside, behind everything i am bad.
Sorry to her friends cause i gave some of you my word i will take good care of her.
But i did not take good care of her.

No words can describe my feelings now. Happy that you are smiling with your friends around you. Sad that i always hurt you and you always bear with it alone.
Whatever it is, you are the best to me. I understand. I have put myself in your shoes and think.

Enough of sad stuffs. Baby let us be okay again please. It's a huge obstacle. But i am confident we can overcome it. Just the two of us. Nothing and nobody can break us up. You are the reason for me to smile again please. I shall try to be strong! Be a man uh.

I blog out cause i am angry with myself.

I am speechless.
I am thinking too much.
I am so tired.
I need to rest soon.

Moving to lj soon. Sorry it's private.

2008-11-29T00:47:00.004+08:00

Hell no to lose you!
I have nv regret being in a r/s with you.
Lost and anxious at that point of time.
Cheer up and smile!
Everyone of your friends and me wants you to be happy alright!
I hurt you once, twice, thrice, you nv give up on me.
Thanks baby girl!

Please change to be a better person and think of what you had done, LEE DA LUN! =(

2008-11-25T01:04:00.003+08:00

I dont know why.
Asked too much?
If you could just tell me.
I just want to understand you better! =)
K my one hor!

2008-11-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

Thnks Baby!

As simple as ILU.

Am always there.

2008-11-16T23:40:00.004+08:00

Watch 3on3 at 120. MJ, Janass, KL, KY and Leon got second. Was feeling damn uncomfortable and tired to sit there.

Please tell me you will be there for me.
Cant wait to spend more time with you.
Just hope that you and i will be better from now on.
You know you are the most important one to me.
Smile! Your presence is still the best.
Thanks for being myG.
Happy enough to have you.

Good night ppl! Got school tmr. Recover soon Darren! =)

2008-11-16T13:20:00.002+08:00

Still sick once again.
Fuck.
Woke up a few times in the middle of the night, feel like vomitting.
Vomitted in the morning.
Having unbearable headache.
Feeling so hot.
No strength at all.
I am lying down on my sofa like some handicapped.
Hen xin ku!

I dont know why. I need you now. =(

2008-11-15T01:48:00.004+08:00

BRAG Cup this few days damn tired. SEG won 3 out of 3 games. Everyone played well.
I will play my best for SEG.

Streetball at SK today.
Tmr gonna play at YTCC in the morning. It's been a long time since we all streetball together in the morning. Need more rest.

Need to drink more water.
Sore throat is still there.
Still feeling sick.
Need to be strong.
Nothing much.

Love K for always being the understanding one. Shall put a stop to all disagreement okay? Let's get better and better. It kept me thinking for awhile. Thinking of all the happy moments with you. =)

2008-11-11T01:13:00.005+08:00

Feeling damn awkward for making you feel this way.
Stunned for a moment.
Lost for words
Words just keep repeating.
Affected.

I love you so. I feel so sorry. I should be the one guilty. I need some soul searching.

2008-11-10T23:39:00.004+08:00

Sore throat, flu plus headache.
Let me recover soon.

CSC match won.
Love was there.

Go rest alrdy.
Nights ppl.

2008-11-04T11:27:00.001+08:00

Sick.
I need you.
Back to sleep.

2008-11-04T01:25:00.001+08:00

KY, KL and Janass stayed over.
Didnt sleep a wink.
Met up with Jan and bus to Simei to watch match, 2nd match was more important. =)
Went off to work with Jan and KL.
KL told us who were the MVPs while on the phone with DarylBoi.
Kinda happy for ..... for a moment.

Piercing words.
Heart sank.
Deep thoughts.
Work was tired especially without sleep.
Aint feeling that well after work.
Gonna sleep soon.
Goodnight people!

2008-11-01T13:20:00.002+08:00

Happy 5th, Loving you! =)

2008-10-28T13:21:00.001+08:00

Trg later.
Alot of things to do.
Lazy.

Misses K. =)

2008-10-23T14:03:00.002+08:00

Friendly won.
School sian.
Working tomorrow.
Holidays next week.
More meetups please.

Can't wait to see you later!

2008-10-22T13:43:00.007+08:00

Cough.
Feels so sucky.

I want to spend more time with you. I LOVE YOU.

2008-10-21T02:30:00.003+08:00

It's late. And i am still here blogging. Due to the redbull i drank after match i guess.

Had CSC match.
Won Canberra CSC.
Was a tough match.
And was benched the whole game.
Probably because i am the lousiest in the team.
But still a win.

Tmr having friendly against Whye Nam.
I really want to play well in basketball.
And for Whye Nam.
For RP, let's just give up on this year's IVP.
Let us year 2s and 1s gain experience.
And strive hard for next year's POL-ITE and IVP.
Hope i get a place for Division 2.

I need a rest.
Shall skip a few boring trgs.

Girlfriend was nice to ask me out tomorrow.
But i cant make it.
Some other day?

Cant wait to see you soon. All i want to do is to love you more.

2008-10-18T23:36:00.009+08:00

Training this afternoon.
Not in the team for Keat Hong Cup.
Chomp Chomp for dinner.
Home after that.
Feeling super bored till now then can online.
Thinking of girlfriend.
Wanted to drop her another msg but... better not disturb her ah.
Gonna sleep soon?
Super tired after a long day.
Arms still in pain after those gyming sessions in RP training.

Tmr going swimming.
After that dont know going where siol.
CSC competition on monday.

How i wish i have you to msg me when i am bored girl.
Everytime my phone rings i thought it was you.

2008-10-17T01:02:00.003+08:00

Trainings.
Gym.
Tiredness!

I MISS YOU! =)

2008-10-14T07:00:00.008+08:00

Woke up early!
Have a little free time to blog.
Shopping on Sun, gotten sandals and shoes.
Trg later. Oh i bought sandals for wearing it to sports hall. So i wont be the gao bu of the team!
Going school soon!
SO TIRED!

Why so serious? =)
- JOKER

If i had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me i'll trust you
So girl don't tell me what i'm feeling is make believe
I swear if i lose a second chance with you
I wouldn't know what to do

Slow down girl your not going anywhere
Just wait around and see
Maybe I am much more you never know what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

2008-10-12T00:38:00.001+08:00

Bored (programmes please).
Sick (better alrdy).
Shopping!

You are missed!

2008-10-10T17:38:00.001+08:00

For K:
我想要好好的,永远地爱你!

2008-10-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

Waited and waited.
Took initiative again.
Maybe this shows how much i am loving you. =)
Trg was sucky.
Didnt sleep last night.
Pon school to sleep.
Feeling unwell.
SHIT!
Not in any mood to do anything.
Kan SIAN! lol.
But no emo la.
More programmes please.

Coach talk to me about what i need to improve. Improvement really needed la. No motivation at all. Haha. Just plain lazy.

Good night people.

2008-10-09T01:59:00.006+08:00

Wednesday, 081008:
JE to swim.
JP to makan and walk.
SK to slack.
Home to study.

Thursday, 091008:
RP to study.
RP to trg.

Stupid me once again.
Stubborn me.
Small matter.
Let it resolve. =(

2008-10-07T01:18:00.003+08:00

Went to school!
Study hard.
Wanna go swim soon.
CSC match on 20th oct.
RP trgs are kinda boring.
So loving.
Happy to see K.
Save more money!
Intro me some work please.

So happy to see you!
No more laziness.
Train hard.
Don't be a bball freak uh.
Jia You!
ILK.
INK.
IMK.

2008-10-03T03:12:00.000+08:00

Work was alright. Gotten my pay.
Tmr work
Sat work.

Trg was sucky. Probably aint the best. Improving in process.

Back to edit and update a little more.

They quarrelled.
Affected.
Helpless.
Sleepless.
But smiling because i've got K!
Abit no link but aiya who cares.
Thinking of you.
I dont know what happen.
Maybe nothing.
I waited and waited.
Smile, i aint gonna be hurt.
Cause i know
I am still not good enough.
Make it up to you soon! =)

Gonna catch some sleep ppl! Good night!

SO LOVING!

2008-09-28T14:03:00.004+08:00

So BORED for a Sunday!

Was supposed to be swimming with Janass, Leon, BW and WX but cancel last minute. =( Gonna ball later. =)

Some anonymous commented. Hope K is alright now. I guess K is kinda affected by this thing. I shall not say much or interfere. I could not help much. K be strong yeah.

Good intentions.
I care.
Patience is all i need.
Talk to me more.
Ears i can lend you. =)

Things to do:
Swimming
Balling
Training
Shopping
Loving
Caring.

LOL! Aaah so happy! =P

2008-09-27T00:50:00.003+08:00

Bus journey seems so long.
Tears surrounding my eyes for a short while.
Nobody and nothing can tear us apart.
It's just between you and me.
Make it up to you i will.
Time is all i need.
Trust me baby you know it.
It's all about LOVE.

Please dont ask me what's with my post people. I am just fine. =)
Went swimming at around 7plus. It surely relax my muscles.
Slack at starbucks with Janass and Gerald for a short while.
Janass so sad cause he nv get into SAF. There are other options available.
Homed.

For people who come to my blog and use it to make fun of me, it is not funny. For she holds an important place in my heart! Mind your words. Thanks.

BDAY GIRL ON 24TH SEPTEMBER!

2008-09-24T02:14:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 19th!

SURPRISE SURPRISE!!!!!

2008-09-20T05:20:00.000+08:00

Suddenly woke up at 5. So come online to blog.

Realising K has not reply me yet. Hope you are fine and sound asleep. SO WORRIED. Please come to me when you got problems okay. Though you didnt come to me first, i still care... Cheer up and smile.

2008-09-19T17:56:00.005+08:00

It has been two days since my injury. Should be fine alrdy!

PL Cup, RP got 3rd position.
Friendlies, just gain some experience can alrdy.
Studies, i got my first A daily grade but with -0.5 cause i was late.

Tmr CSC competition start. My first debut. Team with MJ, Janass, RotiJohn and Leon. Cfm nice.

WISH ME LUCK!

Reflected on myself.

Absence makes the heart fonder uh. I guess it's true. I want to spend more time with you. =)

5!

2008-09-18T11:51:00.002+08:00

Injured ankle! =(

I MISS YOU!